Ever since going to Yellowstone I barely wear make up anymore. Idk if I’m lazy or something, but really I think I just don’t give a fuck. Being there made me lose interest in a lot of material things like clothes and fashion and cars and all that stuff. I still like clothes in a fashion/artistic sense but I find no joy in shopping anymore. It’s a waste of money, I already have all the clothes I need! I’d rather spend my money on a new tent or a good pack for backpacking or even something like good food lol. Actually saving my money so I can go back West next Summer would be the ideal situation. And quite frankly I’m sick of having to do my hair and dress cute and do my make up nice for other people when I go out and what so fuck all of that. I’m sick of how the media and how our culture creates expectations of how women should look. It’s expensive, exhausting, and inconvenient. I’ll still do my make up sometimes just because I don’t want to look poopy but it still freakin’ sucks that I have to alter what my face looks like just because I am a girl..